you got me lifted,shifted,higher than the ceiling*

2006-04-28T21:04:00.000-07:00

HONEY,I HAVE MOVED.
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RELINK TAG AND VISIT.

LOVE,
ME (:

2006-04-16T05:43:00.000-07:00

"teach me wrong from right."

celebrated my advanced 16th today with the pr school besties. had a blast. they saved me from a down right miserable week. i heart them loads. oh gimmy's boy was there too, preston. went to watch black night when were supposed to watch the art of seduction. gimmy's changed over the years, she has become.. more sexual. hahaha. we were on the phone last night till like 1230am and she keep going through a list of potential movies and guess what were her options. the art of seduction-PG sexual references, boy eats girl-funny,sexy teen horror, keeping mum-NC16 nudity,the producers-PG some sexual references and black night. notice all the options, one thing common, the 3 letters s e x. hahaha. after all we ended up watching black night which totally kicked ass. cuz the actor some guo ping chao guy in the 1st one was droolworthy hot. and well cuz us 3 girlies kept the whole cinema entertained with our lame humour. esp the row of guys in front of us who kept turning back after the comments we kept making. like there was this one part the girl kept spitting out water(she was like a ghost) and gimmy went : "walau she think she merlion ah,spit water until like that." hahaha we burst out laughing. then gimmy did it again during the second one when there was this like monster creature: " i come here to see ghost show,you show me some stupid ultraman sotong monster. wth" laughter again. then it was my turn during the third one, it was this thai thing :" omg i didnt understand one part of that, she like recorder." and at the end gimmy went :" what the.. the husband become retard, i thought he die liao." we laughed so loud,i think there were echos.there were many more comments in between but if i typed them all out, my fingers would hurt. hehehe. i love my girlies(:

so befrore the movie gimmy got me my present. A TOP EAR PIERCING. yeah baby. i hope this time it doesnt get an infection and whatever else. after so long i finally get it done and over with. after the movie we head to taka, departmental store to check out possible pressies for some people. they had the osim fare going on and there was like this mini contest where old people were dancing to "THE HUSTLE". freaking funny i swear. then they had to choose a winner by round of applause so when they announced this lady's name, wati or something i was like :" eh i like that name." and we all screamed for her. hahaha. then gimmy and preston left so me and jess went to topshop and forever for some retail therapy. bought myself the coral top and matching earings. money flew away. decided to head home then.

and thats when the most fcuked thing happened. me and jess were waiting for our bus when finally mine came so since it was like 2nd inbetween 3 buses i decided i 'd wait for it to move infront instead of walking there. so im tapping my feet waiting when suddenly the bus turns to the other lane to drive off. and i stand there speechless. like wtf. so thank god its a red light, i rush over and wave at the driver, instead of opening the doors, he diao's and drives off. i stand there and go fcuk. hellloooo, im not nuts you know. why the hell would i wave to you at a red light junction,jumping like an idiot? and its not like i fancy old men who drive buses to be waving at you.gahh. that pissed me off so bad. so jess missed her bus too and we talked about love. hahaha. oh well.

all in all, i had a great day and thank you to my girlies for making it exciting. love hugs and showers of kisses.

theycallmegene.

2006-04-14T06:09:00.000-07:00

"Y O U are making this hard."

woke up on the wrong side of the bed today. numerous tantrums throwed, raising of voice,feelings like utter crap and a near breakdown. thats not how i wanted it to be. stress is going to get the best of me. i need to stop that from happening, i need to learn to get a hold of myself.

this entire week; ive been breathing,sleeping and eating basketball, havent completed my detention which i got ages ago, no revising for countless tests and asignments due next week,sleeping less then the daily average due to countless thoughts racing through my mind, waking up with hate and unrespondent to the surroundings.

"beautiful dont." i ask myself questions of which i never know the answer. infatuation runs deep. im losing you and its effortless. i never hear the words i want to hear,i never know the right words to say. i guess the hardest part of holding on is letting go.

i'll let you conclude.
i need chocolates. i need the happy hormones to start working. i feel utterly shitty and i hate it.
save me,someone.

2006-04-12T06:13:00.000-07:00

"you're the one mistake i didnt really mind."

my finger is hurting again. i really need to go see the docs. its always the same freaking finger every single time i play. gahh. so today we had a match with bmss. i must say that im bloody disappointed with myself. even though the score ended in a draw, i consider myself having lost the match. sigh i wonder what were we doing, not on form, not alert. and lastly, losing to such a school makes the load even heavier. oh well.

ITS EXACTLY A WEEK TO MY BIRTHDAY.
AHHHH! I CANT WAIT.
and to all you punkassbitches out there, i want
A MALE STRIPPER IN A FIREMAN'S HAT WITH RED UNDIES THAT READ:
"GENE MAKES MY PEEPEE GO DOING DOING DOING" AND OH WITH A BLACK BOWTIE.
*fantasizes*
nahhh,i know you wont be able to afford that. so, i'll settle for anything else besides soft toys.
im 16 not 6. i dont hug bears to sleep. well at least not anymore. haha ok im being uberly lame.
my finger hurts. i wanna sleep. i want a double chocolate frap. i dont wanna go to school tmr. i need sleep. i dunno why im still typing. ooooh ahhh. i love zoe's cardboard box boobies. they rock.

ive gone nuts.
loves!

2006-03-31T20:56:00.000-08:00

"nothing tastes as sweet as what i cant have."

it is a saturday afternoon, 1pm to be exact and what am i doing? allow me to fill you in. i am being touchy and feely with a zit on my forehead, closing multiple pornographic pop ups which is driving me nuts, watching a crazy gay assed green suit wearing band called hotchip on mtv and trying to fix my mobile phone. and let me just state the condition i am in to add a touch of excitement. i am in what i would call in vintage leopard shorts which has a hole near my ass, squinting my eyes and sniffling my nose excessively, tissue in one hand trying to stuff it up my nostril and well, my hair looks like dried gress you see along the roadside. EXCITING! gahh i feel like cutting my nose off right now! but then, antartica would go missing. hahahaha.

this week has been (insert word here) i dont know how to describe it. watched numerous baskbetball matches as i skipped detention. detention is for wankers. RVH didnt make it to the finals,lost out to catholic by 2balls. coach seemed expresionless. but you gotta give them credit for being excellent sportsmen unlike some asswipes. shant mention names. pathetic gay fags. anyways i didnt go to school yesterday. the babe(you know the pig in the movie) of my class ms ong, tripped me during pe class while playing monkey. fell on my 'centipede' leg and it blew up. it still hurts and the swelling hasnt gone down completely. its kinda scary actually, you can feel a lump. in case you were wondering what the hell is my centipede leg, well its my 18stitches right knee. and why does it have 18stiches? shutup,its a long story. so yeah, period.

so i spent last weekend at zoe's house. the woman is mad i tell you. piyoyo pajamas which she claims is so sexy, using blankets and imagining they are lion heads and she's a lion dancer, laughing about nothing, prank calling dalton and asking him to play catching at 2 am and everything else. madness. went for hknorthzone3 training before that around 5. first time was pretty scary, didnt know anyone cept for the 4 of us and everyone else there looked like female loan shark runners. i dont mean to be rude,honestly, but yeah in my opinion. so we left at 740 for 'tuition'. ended up going to juroung point(is that how you spell it?), decided to call my everdearest gay-he thinks his nipples are cute- of a bestfriend jeremy. he doesnt read my blog so he wont kill me for that. called him before we left bukit gombak and he said he'll reach there before us. 1hr later, after dinner i call him, "bloody hell where are you?" he answers "coming already,i offing things." what the hell do you off that takes so long i wondered. ends up he was 'offing' his tv. what an idiot. walked around aimlessly with zoe(cant rem what we did.) for sometime when finally he arrived! wearing a jacket! it was soo bloody warm that evening and he was the only one wearing a jacket in the entire shopping mall(well maybe cuz i didnt see anyone else wearing one.) so dumb i tell you. spent the evening laughing at people hanging around the osim fair. igallop is the most retarded and freaking funny gadget i have ever seen. you should have seen the people on those things. aah..aaah..aaaah!jeremy and i couldnt help but laugh so loud. the funniest part was this little girl trying on the uzap crap. its supposed to like vibrate and shit,but instead,the girl was vibrating uncontrollably. and thats when jer and i broke out again. maha. evil, i know.

dont know what else to rant about. maybe i should update more on a daily basis?
gahh :D
well,today is the 1st of april which means its 19 days to my BIRTHDAY!!
start saving bitches, i expect pressies. after all, i am turning SIXTEEN.
and you only get a chance to be sweet sixteen, ONCE.

all my love
-gene

2006-03-23T04:33:00.000-08:00

"oh baby when you talk like that, you got me hypnotized."

didnt go to school today. well actually more like dad's car broke down, had to take bus, bus drove at a unbelivably slow rate, ended up reaching 10minutes later than expected, whined to daddy bout detention and how it sucks major ass, ended up taking a bus back home.
spent my entire day lazing around watching tv,playing icy tower and dancing like nobody's watching. icy tower is an addictive game. me and seb got our names written in the discipline file by mrs tan for playing that instead of doing our project work. according to her "she could see the game from the reflection of seb's glasses." like WAH! nuff of that. went to support RV in the nationals yesterday. it was coach's other team so we thought why not go support. honestly, i think RV is a real wack'd up school. they had a fair share of supporters but you know what? NONE of their school people actually cheered nor clapped for them. so since they had no cheer squad, me tresha and jiayin(and maybe a few other ahem extras) decided to take over. and baby i bet hands down! that the 3 of us were louder than the entire woodlands ring supporters. made a HELL lot of noise. it was freaking funny i swear.

after all, i am a loud person.

went over to zoe's after that. was to go to SBC to support weiyan for her match but didnt in the end. cause most of the girls couldnt make it. so we ended up going to westmall. went ballistic and did a whole lotta cam whoring. zoe saw this couple hugging and doing smthing crazy so she though it'd be fun to do it on me. she kept hugging me and going crazy. but im used to it. and me being the good person that i am, entertained her with a dance in the middle of bukit batok interchange. "you see what. 5seconds $1 ah. still see." had dinner at tresh's sexy-rapist-smoking- lover's kopitiam. bballed and then rushed home. first time i managed to do continous layups without missing a ball. that is until, some freak on blades stole the ball away from me. i wonder who plays basketball on blades? hmmm.

but its times like these,i live for.

tomorrow is friday, which means no detention! HURRAH! but i still have four more days and a report slip which is a week overdue to sign. soo *RIPS HAIR OUT*. there goes my weekend.
shit i just remembered i have tons of hwk to do. physics, elective, geography. ahhhhh.
*wwwwwwwhhhhhhhyyyyyyyyy?!?!* do i deserve to be punished like this. is procrastinating THAT SINFUL. maha.

:]
-there's so many things i want to say to you, but i dont know how.-
my wonderwall.

2006-03-19T04:26:00.000-08:00

"tian tian wo xu yao ni ai, wo de xing zi you ni zai."

TOMORROW ;
is monday.
is a new day.
is the start of a new term.
is doomsday.
i need to show paps my report slip.
i HAVE to go for tuition.
i have training.

I HAVE A WHOLE LOT OF THINGS GOING ON FOR TOMORROW.
arghh busybusybusy.

pss,i had a haircut today.
its kinda weird in a certain way.
i love astro chan for putting up with me sooo long.
she was being her usual retard self laughing non stop from the cab to town.
i wonder why taking pictures in a cab is soo humourous.
enlighten me?
being a cab driver should be fun.
you get to watch your passengers do things and act like you didnt see anything.
so a cab's like a mobile movie theatre with real un scripted acting going on behind.
isnt that fun!
ok that was sooo random i know. im just bored!

being infatuated with someone is a nice feeling.
i almost forgot what is was like.*

2006-03-17T03:35:00.000-08:00

"lets rearrange, i wish you were a stranger i could disengage."

i am soo in love with that song. i think ive listened to it like 17times so far, today. everybody go listen to it yeah. over my head. i'll try to put the song up here if i can find the code. ok so here i am updating this baby. the urges yet again. went to watch DORM(the main actor boy is sooo cute!)with my darling zoe* just now. she never ceases to AMAZE me. and todays case is all about the mystery ring tone. someone(mysterious) sent her this ringtone via email and she's in love with it. personally, i think its gay and dumb in all honesty. so im all like : omg maybe its like you know in the movie one missed call. she : *ignores me and dances around jurong point interchange like a NUTCRACKER waving her phone gay-ly as if POSSESED.* so she kept annoying me the whole time with the stupid ringtone. the sight of me annoyed apparently, is very appealing to her. nevertheless, i love her crazy quarter moon hyper-ness bum.

AHA! now i shall rant about probably one of the most unbelivable things that will ever/has happened to me. let me ask you, WHAT IS THE LEAST YOU HAVE PAID FOR A DECENT,SATISYING MEAL? my answer to that very question is 25CENTS. yes you read it right. 25CENTABOS as they would say in tagalog. and what you may ask could i buy in kiasu singapore with 25 cents except for sweets from your mama shop? lets just say i had something from a fast food joint. mmmMM! haha you never know who might stumble upon your blog.

I find myself just filling my time
With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind
I'm doing fine and
I'm plannin' to keep it that way
You can call me if you find that you have something to say.

something i can relate ;
and suddenly, i have lost all interest to blog.
my mind is swimming in a pool of confusion.
take care of yourself momma.
i will be praying hard.
iloveyou.

gene.

2006-03-13T04:43:00.000-08:00

"there are many things that i would like to say to you, but i dont know how."

the past week has been turbulent. tremendous amounts of downs and little ups. got back my term results slip on friday. i got a B for english and the rest of my 6 subjects, fucking UNGRADED. dig me a hole and bury me alive, someone.i know, i admit i have been neglecting my studies. but its all about to change. i am the only one who can make the change and well, i am gonna. i know so.

hahaha,reading that made me feel queasy. oh well lets get on with it. yesterday was freaking awesome. thought the stupid BITC training thing was gonna suck but oooo wheee! firstly, me and sher climbed up the stairs, all 11 floors of it. why is that so? well maybe if the freaking building's lift system would run a bit faster and if they had more than ONE pathetic lift to accomodate every person working there, it might've helped. it took the lift like 10minutes to go up and down. ended up being in the same group as my ahpekchew. hahaha i cant stand it lah. BENJAMIN aka BELINDA AHPEKCHEW rocks. he kept laughing at me when i had cake margerine on my shirt but guess what, he got it bad. haha 10 times worse. to be exact. right benny? RETRIBUTION RETRIBUTION *does the dance thing he did*. his cake at one point looked like lau sai. that was classic man. i looked at him, he looked at me and we just couldnt stop laughing. he also label-d table 3's cake, butt cracks. cuz they middle part had sank in to look like.. yeah. there's so much more that happened which i cant put here. time and energy constraint. went swimming with the girls in the afternoon. was supposed to be grounded but hmm, i dont know either. did so many stupid things in the water. played pool. nothing much to say cept that I SUCK AT POOL. ok you cant start laughing now.

to summarize ; I HAVE NEVER LAUGHED THIS HARD WHILE BAKING AND IT HAS NEVER BEEN THIS FUN IN MY ENTIRE LIFE.

finally had a whole week with the new coach. he's so cute. old man who always blinks his eyes or well, just shuts his eyes while tlaking. picture that. cuttteee huh? well he's pretty good. he's a less talk more action kinda person. and thats good. so yeah im freaking tired. my back hurts and i injured my finger..again. i think its fractured or something cuz it hasnt like healed since the end of the tournie. gahhhhh!

ok i cant remember what i wanna say anymore. so im just gonna end it here. one last thing.
i traded numbers with tresha. back in sec2 she was 15 and i was 18. now she stole my numberr.
sobs so im stuck with 15. but... I LOVE THE NUMBER 15 so it dont matter.

much love,
gene.

2006-03-04T08:01:00.000-08:00

'dont explain yourself cause talk is cheap,there's more important things than hearing you speak.'

it is 12.20am. my eyes are puffy and three quarters closed. nevertheless, i feel a sudden urge to blog. so therefore, here i am. probably going to be a long post so im gonna do it in paragraphs.
much easier gahh.

just got home an hour or so, ago. finally got in touch with my materialistic side. went to town with tresha. spent money solely on neoprints. its been ages since i last took those things. laughed till my boobs shrank, cuz i couldnt breathe. seriously. jump up my ass tresha! haha inside joke. walked around a bit, most of the stores were three quarters closed cuz it was 940pm so decided to head home. my oxygen supply was almost cut off (really serious this time) when this man sat beside me. he looked like he hadnt bathed, shaved, changed his clothes and whatever else, in ten years. i am not joking. the worse part was that, he smelt like pee. i think he pee-d himself or something. the foul stench was killing me. thank god it eventually sort of subsided as the ride went on. i am seriously like not kidding. saw kevin on the bus. im guessing he didnt recognized me for he didnt say hi (the bitch) . haha nah just playing.

so i had two lunatics at sleepover last night. the other fellow bestfriends ; jeremy and zoe. exactly one hour ago (1258am) yesterday, my dear zoe had a, what i call, crazy hormone attack.
she suddenly became high (as if on massive intake of alchohol) and started having fun with sticks. feather dusters and scratching sticks to be exact. shall not elborate. it'd probably be too disturbing to some. hahahaha. so yeah woke up this morning at past 8 (to the very disturbing sight of zoe dancing hahaha), after retreating to my room at 330 am. blame the loons ; i was sleeping in between them (yes,imagine my suffering)
one, kept insisting that i carried him to the bed (according to him, he was on the armchair) and the other,was playing golf in her dreams (swinging her arm multiple times, hiting me) .
but it was all good. the atmosphere right now is so silent and still, i wouldnt mind re winding to yesterday. oh well gahh.

i had to go for a stupid gay fagged thing called 'flag day' today. i hate flag days. i hate being ignored by physcotic people who mutter "ma fan" under their breathes and treat us as if we're transparent. dont wanna donate, just say no thanks or at least give us a smile (even a tiny one) lah, would it hurt? its not like as if there was gold in your mouth ; open then all drop out. as much as you dont like us 'pestering' you, we dont like having to chase/ask you just to get snubbed in the face, either. that is, in my case, my opinion.

lastly, i hate guys (specifically a guy), who lies like there is no tomorrow. talking about how you are so into me , how your life would be nothing without me, how you want me to be your wife and how i am the one. firstly, let me add a fact that i do not belive in such utter bullshit. into me? maybe yes. want me to be your wife and i am the one? jump my ass. i am 16, you dont know 'me' and i aint even your girlfriend. maybe if i were 24, were your girlfriend and we had been dating for 6 years, i might marry you and be the one.
boy, you played me well the first time but i hadnt fell for it the second. it doesnt hurt me one bit. why? well i hadnt forgiven you for the first. tables turned.

well im done. it is 1.27am. my eyes are wide open but my mind is dozing off.
i think this entry'll last me till next week. till then,

au revior ,
me.

2006-03-02T04:30:00.000-08:00

"these hands are meant to hold. you."

Bdiv06 gathering on tuesday.
went to turfcity for buffet steamboat.
mr elson loh rocks my undies off.
ate till my(already huge sized watermelon tummy) nearly exploded.
had to cook our own food.
i know what you're thinking,all of us(girlies) were like pansy assed pixies
screaming each time a tiny speck of oil "flew" out,
and like frying the stuff 100metres away from the pan thingy.
well,if you guessed that then...
youre darn right baby.
hahaha but it was all good.
so almost 3/4 done with our food,me and tresh notice paul and junyuan
walking out.
oh! walking to digest their food,we guessed.
so tresha being the extremely nosy bestfriend of mine, decided to go for a stroll
too..in the middle of TURFCITY.
you tell me what the hell is there to walk in turf city?
"in the carpark lor."
ok so as we stepped out of the food place, and guess to our amazement
who we saw? YES.
mr paul and mr junyuan.
and you know what the amazing part?
mr junyuan was in one of the shopping carts and mr paul was pushing him around
like a loon amusing all the little kids there.
WOW! we thought.
so yes,as you all can predict,what did tresha do.
SHE HOPPED ON TO A TROLLEY OF HER OWN.
and ZOE PUSHED CHASED MR PAUL AND JUNYUAN LIKE AN AHMA.
hahahaha.
and thats when the fun began.
crash and burn.
going downhill at high speeds in a shopping cart is fcuking exhilarating.
trust me;i was the idiot pushing people up and down.
tiring it may be but hell yeah.
*starts smiling like an ass.*
it was just so fun. GAHHH :D
i cant stop the vision from flashing in my head.
oh well haha.
im tired,ive had 3tests today.(thank god,i was supposed to have 5!)
all of which i did not study for.
well basically cuz i didnt go to school the day after my "funnight."
and cuz all my books are hiding under the table in class.
how to study you tell me?
"study sai lor."
ok so my results slip is coming out next weekend.
say goodbye to your good friend gene.
you'll probably see me on the first day of school without both my eyeballs.
i think my dad would have dug them out and flushed them down the
toilet bowl by then.

au revior.
xxx.

2006-02-26T02:17:00.000-08:00

"i just know your life is gonna change."

summary of my week/end.

westzone is over-thankgod but we will be back next year ; bigger and badder.
daddy has gone to australia-freedom for now.
skipped tuition on wednesday-as expected *slaps myself hard.*
laughed hard-jeremy has the nyp tammy thing on his phone.
ate sushi like a fat ass pig- and still eating sushi as i type this.
and now,
gonna do last minute chinese homework.
i hate chinese compositions,they make me pull my hair out.

oh and i dont know why but i think the generous hormone hit me,
so i bought chocolates for all my girls.
CHOCOLATES FOR YOU DARLINGS TOMORROW :D

im sucha retard.
mucho love.

2006-02-19T06:10:00.000-08:00

its funny how wild your imagination can run eh?
enough said.

2006-02-14T06:01:00.000-08:00

"i love you,i have loved you all along."

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY.
iloveyou KIKI*TRESHIE*PEE*
&to all that my day special.
-jeremy,ryan,shermaine.-

2006-02-12T00:26:00.000-08:00

"then i see you standing there,wanting more from me."

i am in a state of nostalgia.
im going thru everyone's friendsters,(my phone died on me again.)
and i see soo many gorgeous people,
people with whom it feels like just yesterday,
we were running around in our powerpuff tee shirts and fake pasar malam diesel 3/4ers
and now, BAM! just like that,they've all morphed into gorgeous looking creatures.
creatures with a sense of fahsion and amazingly smooth pimple free skin.
its all just happening too fast.GAH!
and in less than 2 years,we'll be embarking on another new stage in our lives.
*stop being so emotional. slapslapslap*
so yeah my week has been jamm packed with assignments and tests
and whatever not.
4 tests on friday alone and 2 on tuesday,amazing.
plus i have a slightly swollen nose.
not that you'd be able to notice it,since my nose is the size of antartica!
haha jokes.
but it hurts like ass though and argh! *thoughts of ripping nose apart*
well besides that,i guess my week has been a-ok.
not to mention the fact that my ASS hurts from all that stupid field hockey
nonsense during PE.
"bend down all the way when you stop the ball.very good.BEND!"
hur hur and i have to go thru that again tmr.
whoopee,cant wait.
jeez i just remembered i have homework to do.
i know,i usually dont give a damn about my homework
but something's gotten over me and well..yeah.
so i guess id better stop procrastinating.

au revior.

2006-01-31T03:20:00.000-08:00

"its funny how a man only thinks about the *beep* ."

just came back from town.
with my longlost bestie,teddy(;
i had so much fun i dont know how to explain it.
went to marche first for lunch ; we were like pigs deprived of food for 20years.
she decides to have lamb chops and the guy asks her : "medium?"
she just nods then turns to me "whats medium?"
im like "you know,medium or well done.."
she goes "yeh whatever"
turns out she had no freaking idea so she had so muh freaking trouble,
cutting her lamp chops into pieces.
i kept laughing at her cuz she said her fingers were tired.
hahaha.
ok so,this woman has like this major fetish for undies right,
she'd be at the undie section where ever you like take her to.
so we were at this undie shop in fareast and she asks me to pick out a thong for her.
im like yeah whatever,so i picked out this weird but kinda cute looking one.
so when we went to pay,guess what the lady said.
"uh sorry but that's a guy g-string."
she immediately turned red and i just stood there going
"OMFG HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!"
i couldve like DIED ; i swear.
im so tired right now cuz she was like going into every single darn shop that was open.
and i thought i was bad.
as we were coming out of pacific plaza,i saw..
SAM COOPER!
YES! FRONT MAN OF SAW LOSER AND USED TO BE PUG JELLY!
im like a HUGE pug jelly fan so i just ran up to him(my brains werent working at that moment)
and i blurted out : "AHH I LOVE YOUR BAND!"
he was like stunned(probably to see a donkey infront of him) and went: oh thanks.
with a smile :D
sam copper smiled ; he is soo hot i swear.
but his eyeliner was kinda freaky,it was like kinda running down.
ghehehe,im smiling to myself like an ass.
went to forever21 and bought myself a blue top and earrings.
i soo badly want shoes and a new bag but i guess i should go after CNY.
most of the shops were closed.
anyway im pretty tired so i guess i'll end here for now.
tournie officially starts tmr.
wish me luck bitches,im gonna need it.

ps-stellie bellie if you're reading this,i saw you at topshop!but you were like on the other side and i was in a rush so i didnt say hi.by the looks of the clothes you had in hand and randomly picked out ; did daddy give you his credit card again (; love ya hun,IM me.

much love,
gene.

2006-01-21T01:05:00.000-08:00

"i'll keep you my dirty little secret."

ok so i was really bored sitting in front of my com
and like listening to re runs of the same songs on my itunes
so what the heck,i decided to update this beautiful thing here.
my week has been tiring.
trained on monday,wednesday and friday.
it was just like any other normal session but me being the lazy fag
and not training constantly,made it kinda tiring.
my legs are kinda stiff right now.
stiff as celery sticks.
yes i changed my layout again,i was just so bored and shit.
anywho,i just got home frm SP's open house.
my sweetie sher's brother was a doll.
he chauffered us everywhere and took us on a tour of the school.
the boy's turning 21 and he's already driving a mercedes E class.
i wanna drive a bentley by the time im 25!
hahaha i know,big thinking.
yeah so there's this lil doggy exhibit right,where the dog's standing on some
controlled car shit and i kept staring at it cuz it was so cute,when it suddenly
moved toward me.
so it was just barking and i finally ignored it when the damn thing
followed me eveywhere like it was gonna knock me down or smth.
i kept laughing my ass off i dont know why.then i look to my right and
behind the door was this guy trying to hide the controller and laughing at me.
it was actually funny,i was shouting,ok more like screaming.
hahaha.
ok so my bitch from down under called me up last night.
apparently she had a 75dollar credit thing on her phone
so we talked about silly nothings for like an hour an a half.
so then she talks about how boring her life is without a guy.
and she goes on about how she doesnt wanna die a virgin and everything.
me:"youre fucking stupid you know that.hold on a sec,YOU'RE BLONDE RIGHT?!"
she:"well im looking at my hair and apparently YES!"
me:"are your boobs huge?"
she"hell yeah my boobies are like the size of africa.why?"
me:*guffaws*"well,you're BLONDE,you have HUGE BOOBS,DUMB AS HELL and FUCKING HORNY.Shouldnt be hard to find a guy..."
she:"you're right,i just realised."
HAHAHA.
I JUST LOVE MY AUSSIE BITCH.
ok well enough of my nonsense for now.
i think its that time again where i fall deeply infatuated with someone.
*note that i dont use love,love is a strong word.*
and this time,its someone i affectionately call INVADER ZIM.

well im gonna leave it to you guys to find out who(;

mwahmwahmwah.

2006-01-07T22:56:00.000-08:00

"you're essential to survive."

i awoke the the smell of strawberry margaritas this morning.
mmmhmmm deliciou-so.
stole some from the blender;im an alchahol theif haha.
ok that was corny but anywho,
my first week of school was fucking fantabulous.
haha it was just unexplainable.
so i had my ear pierced right,near the tip of the bone at the top
and 2days later the fucking thing hurts and swells
so i took it out and guess what,the stupid biatch actually
didnt even pierce it in straight.
it was like one side into the flesh the other coming out of
the bone.
what.the.fuck
ok so im pissed like shit but what the heck,nothing i can do.
decided to just let the thing close up and heal.
ok im just really like ranting i cant remember what i wanted to
blog about ; brain freeze.
*5seconds later*
ah yes!the weather in singapore has been terribly miserable.
its been raining non stop for the past 3days?
basket.
spoilt all my plans for the weekend.
i planned to go running*coughfatasscough*,do my hwk at starbucks,
get dinner at carls jr tonight and buy vj's birthday pressie.
but ive been to lazy to get my fat butt out of the front door.
you know how it is when the weather is so cosy and u just
wanna be a pig and sleep indoors all day?
hahaha.
so yeah anyways i think ive been on hiatus long enough from
clubbing.
so anyone out there with plans to go clubbing,call me.
its been a while since i last had a proper drink.
BUDWEISERS ARE NOT PROPER TOM.
ok thats it i gues.

HAPPY 16th TO MY BEST FRIEND VJ.
MUCHO LOVE.

2005-12-31T05:21:00.000-08:00

"so sick of love songs,so tired of tears."

alamayuabubu lah.
its new years eve and ta dah!im here updating.
what a extremly fun way to usher in the new year eh?
urgh anyways most of the gang are indoors too.
since one cant go out,why not we all stay indoors as well.
i love those people lah.
there's still many more years to come.
my dad's being a wuss,he's sitting opposite me right now watching ice age.
yah,MY FATHER.
since im so bored,why not do a quiz.
like i have anything better else to do.

1) Was 2005 a good year for you?; fuck no.
2) What was your favorite moment of the year?; when i thought i was in love.
3) What was your least favorite moment of the year?; shitloads.
4) Where were you when 2005 began?; i was at alex's party.
5) Who were you with?; alex's friends.
6) Where will you be when 2005 ends?AT HOME WATCHING TV WITH MY DAD.WOHOO! *sense the sarcasm*
7) Who will you be with when 2005 ends?MY DAD and DOG.
8) Did you keep your new years resolution of 2005?; i forgot wtf my resolution was.
9) Do you have a new years resolution for 2006?; yeah. one of them is to love and be loved(by everyone and anyone.)
10) Did you fall in love in 2005?; or at least i thought so.
11) If yes, with who?; hehe mr.
12) If yes, does he know?; sadly nope.
14) You regret it?; not really.
15) Did you breakup with anyone in 2005?; yeah.
16) Did you make any new friends in 2005?; yeah.
17) Who are your favourite new friends?; i dont have favs.
18) What was your favorite month of 2005?; DECEMBER.
19) Did you travel outside in 2005?; uh huh.
20) How many country have you traveled in 2005?; 2.
21) Did you lose anybody close to you in 2005?; her.
22) Did you miss anybody in the past year?; yeah.
23) What was yr favorite movie that you saw in2005?; haha every movie i watched? im pathetic i hardly watch movies.
24) What were your favorite songs in 2005?; be my escape.
25) What was your favorite record in 2005?; i didnt set no record.
26) How many concerts did you see in 2005?; none.i told u 2005 was shitty.
27) Did you have a favorite concert in 2005?; i wanted to see a.keys and BEP badly.fuck.
28) Did you drink a lot of alcohol in 2005?; very little in fact.
29) Did you do a lot of drugs in 2005?; fuck drugs.
30) How many people did you sleep with in 2005?;none.my sex life is boring.
31) Did you do anything you are ashamed of thisyear?; maybe.
34) Did you treat anyone badly in 2005?; i guess so.
35) Did somebody treat you badly in 2005?; like hell yeah.
39) If you could go back in time to any moment of2005, when/where?; hmm not sure.
40) What are your plans for 2006?; save 3 bucks a day.hahaha.

oh and,
whats up with all the gay people sending new year messages at 9pm?
its not new yrs yet.
stop being gay.hahaha.
byee 2005.ick. says:
gene,noe wad.me too.good to have a dumb fren like u.so love u ,my dumb lver.
(the sick woman talking nonsense,my dear zoe.)
I LOVE HER.
honestly,goodbye 2005.
you certainly were fucked.
to my everdearest best friends;
shimma,pollyanna,gimyen,tresha,zoe,jiayi,shermaine,sijin,vj,jeremy,ryan,norman,dalton,sebastian,godfrey and everyone else i missed out(sorry) thank you for giving me the most memorable moments i will never forget.
I LOVE YOU GUYS.

Love,
gene.

2005-12-27T06:04:00.000-08:00

"jingle bells,batman smells."

hullo there minions.
did you all have a smash-er-riffic christmas?
i certainly as fuck did.
terrible singing in the mrt,touch rugby with jeremy's shoe,walking down orchard road at 12.30 am in the morning armed with nothing but snow spray cans,
fucking awesome.
although there was one major thing which annoyed the shits outta me.
stupid horny motherfucking foreign workers.
its already pissed me off that we had to share orchard road with them that night
but
spraying faces of women and then groping their arse and boobs?
kanninabeichaucheebye.
i swear if i could,i'd chop off their heads and feed them to the pigs.
UGH.
ok on a lighter note,
its my papi's birthday today!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD.
yah like he's ever gonna read this.
i bet if he did his eyes would probably pop out of his thick skull upon reading the excitement of his wonderful daughter's life.
blahblahblah.
school starts in exactly 5 days.
holy fuck that is soo not smth im looking forward.
i say that like as if everyone is.
ok yeah so whatever.
prolly i will update before the week ends.
my dad isnt in town.
so its time to;
unleash the freak within.
hollah at me nigs.
this entry is so gay lah.

muchlove,
geNE.

2005-12-18T03:16:00.000-08:00

"stop breathing if i dont see you anymore."

im a nasty bitch.
ive been splurging on myself the past week when im supposed to be doing my god damned xmas shopping.
somehow im not as enthusiastic as i was last year.
maybe its because this year has been painful and too fucked.
majormotherfuckingasssuckingyear.
urgh whatever.
i have not sticked to my detox month shit as well.
I CANT LAY OFF THE CHOCOLATES;ITS TOO PAINFUL!
*badbadbad gene.you have sinned.therefore,you have to run 8km within the next wk.*
like i will stick to that too.well lets wait and see.
i have so far bought :
1)UNDIES!haha i adore topshop undies.
2)flops with silver trims.
3)juicy couture tee.
4)abercrombie tri div off shoulder top.
5)american eagle "beachbum" shorts (which my lame dad wont let me wear out.too short he claims. *sticks middle finger out.*)
6)beaded necklace.
7)loads of nailpolish.(ive been like changing nail colours daily. o.0)
and i cant remember whatever the hell else.
im having a major blackout.you know blackout when you cant think bout the things you wanna think bout but then u think of all the shit.
im just ranting.
hahahehehoho.
today's my last day of work.
HALLELUJAH.
i dont like old people.
they walk in walk out ask so many blardee questions like
"why is that on display if its not for sale?"
i would have liked to ans:
"to stuff it up your fucking mouth if you dont shutup."
but no,i must be polite so what did i ans instead?
"its to display the art of -whatever was on display-"and i then start to smile like a maniac.
ok my work isnt that important,its boring.
so yeah everyone's asking me what i want for xmas blahblahblah.
i dont fucking know lah.
whatever anyone wants to get me,just get me lah.
if i dont like it then aiyah too bad,i wont say anything.
the question is,WHAT THE HELL DO YOU GUYS WANT?
quickquick tell me.
call,text,email,IM or whatever me latest by THURSDAY.
if never ah,then go die lah.
no christmas pressie for you asswipes.
heehee.

ok mucho love.
gene.

2005-12-09T02:52:00.000-08:00

"when i am sick,i do stupid things."

ahoy there mateys.
am i sick,yet again.
its amazing how a huge fruit and vege devouring monstress like me,
can fall sick so easily.
i have a temperature of 38.4C,my head weighs as much as my dad and i cant belive im actually blogging.
its honestly amazing lah;im honestly amazing.
and as i have quoted above,
i really do stupid things.
in the past 6hours,
i have,washed my face with facewash 7times(i keep forgetting that ive actually washed it),
brushed my teeth thrice,picked nuts out of a donut with a chopstick(not making this up),called my dog bonbon(as in ass),watched the oprah show reruns and cried my eyes out(crying when u have a fever is not fun) and i cant remember anything else.
oh yeah,birthday shoutout to my twinnie,08dec;
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RYAN(:
sorry once again for being a shitty assed fag at kbox.
i was right,im actually sick.
hahaha.
another amazing thing about me,
i actually fell asleep at kbox.
i can fall asleep in a karaoke lounge with people singing!
o.O
saw godfrey's new hairdo,
and sher told me it was funny and a i have to see it kinda thing
but not funny leh.

ok lah,
i shall stop here for now.
i really need to lie down.
my head feels like a hammer banging a nail thru it.
fuck schiczomuchonachos.
ps: if u guys dunno what to buy me for xmas,dont yet,im gonna post my xmas list soon.
*smiles coyly*
oh and if anyone's going to the us or knows anyone else who is,
*begs* pleasepleaseplease leave me a msg!!

au`revior.

2005-12-03T05:00:00.000-08:00

and i cant let that happen again,
cuz then you'll se my heart
in the sadest state its ever been.

busy,busy,busy week.
ppppfffftttt.

its been all work,work,training,work,training this week.
and bloodyhell its gonna be like that next week too i bet.
*tries to predict the week ahead.without any success.*
went to watch chicken little on friday with my spaztic bestfriends.
*starts singing:cuz baby there aint no mountain high enough,aint no valley low blablabla.*
i am sucker for cute gay cartoon movies.
esp if the main character happens to be a CHICKEN the size of my nose.
then there was this little orange fluffy thing called kirby(ALIEN BABY.)
*gaaaaaahhh* soo cute!
me saying to tresha when the the thing was prancing around in the spaceship :
"omg its so cute look!it looks like a piece of hair!"
then the idiot(her) starts laughing "piece of hair..hahahahaha.
funny meh?
oh well.
it was an awesome movie and i recommend it to everyone be it whether u are 6 or 66.
went to town today.
its my baby gimyen's birthday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIMMYY(:
was stalked from the bus stop to the traffic light by this african man.
eeeeeks he was scary.
he was all like : "ure beautiful,i like you,i like you alot.can we please keep in touch?"
and im like : " uhm no sorry i dont think my boyfriend would like that."
after that,he disappeared.
JOKE.
puhlease lah,u dont know me and u like me?
go fug yourself.
i dont have a boyfriend and i told him my name was jennifer.
HAHAHAAHA.

went to the new morrocan restaurant at heeren called BALCONY.
omfg you people need to go there.
the food was fucking awesome.
the atmosphere was fucking amazing.
the bar was fucking brilliant.
and even
the toilets were fucking exhilariting.
peeing there was a bliss.
HAHA.that sounds wrong.
my new favourite eating place :
BALCONY #02-03 the heeren.
if anyone was to go there,
please bring me along(;
i promise to be good*angelic face.*
walked around town till like 7.30
lime's sonic bang flea market thingy was nothing great.
boring in fact.
couldnt stay and watch sawloser tho :(
bought myself knickers from topshop and a new roxy wallet.
third wallet i've bought in less than a month.
im a physco.
i have a severe obsession for wallets,flipflops and handbags.
i dont care anyways so yeah hee.

anyways i had fun this week.
i acutally managed to balance work and play.
thumbs up to me.
eee ok thats just gay talk.
thats it for now.

I LOVE YOU THOMAS ADAM BRAY.
send me a christmas picture of max!

LOVE,
ME.

2005-11-25T19:42:00.000-08:00

if i could fly away
and then i wont come back no more
id turn around
just to see you for the last time.

its thanksgiving weekend.
get it?THANKS GIVING.
where you're supposed to be thankful for everything.
even for all the shit you supposedly went thru so yeah.
here are my pathetic but humungo thanks :

im thankful for the food i have on my plate daily; think of the kids in africa deprived of proper food :(
im thankful for the people who have come and gone in my life; for they have taught me lessons.
im thankful for the friends i am with; they mean everything to me.
im thankful for those who have said/done things to hurt me; it only made me stronger.
and lastly,
im thankful for the 60yr old man living with me,whom is known as my father.
although countless times he has done the unthinkable;
for without him,i`d be nothing.

you know how on thanksgiving you eat turkey and pie and all that fattening crap,well my thanksgiving was kinda different this yr.
i had a slice of shepards pie(the crust tasted like dough),CHICKEN(NOT TURKEY),mashed potatoes and flapjacks.anyways i dont really care bout turkey.they both have wings but cant fly.so whats the diff.chicken tastes better anyways.haahaa.

it is coming to the end of november and i have decided that december shall be my official detox month.my arms are turning into FATBLOBS OF JELLO,my thighs look like ELEPHANTLEGS and my ass is the size of AMERICA..im starting to DISGUST MYSELF already.so yup.from the 31st of november(wednesday)

i plan to ;

run at least 1.8km every monday,wednesday,friday and maybe sundays.
not eat anything after 8.30pm every night.
not skip breakfast,as every old person says"breakfast is the most important meal".i agree.look at them now(;
only have a bar of chocolate once a week.fuck thats gonna be some hardcore shit.
cut out half of my daily carb intake.its more fruit and vege.yay,i LOVE all fruit and vege.seriously.
have at least 10minutes of ME time daily where i just sit cross legged and stare at the wall like a FAG.

ok enough talk about my ass and everything else.
i guess thats all for this entry.before i end,i would like to leave you with a very entertaining pic of something.

hope you guys can actually read what we were talking about.heehee.

LOVE,
gene.

2005-11-22T04:20:00.000-08:00

my heart cant possibly break,
when it wasnt even whole to start with.

i dont like boys.
boys toy with girls.
boys are dorks.
they hurt girls feelings.
they think girls are pigs and they are the butchers.
well you know what,
im gonna chop of the head of the next boy who says:
"I LOVE YOU" to me.
its all fucking bullshit.

ok,enough of the angst.
rawrrr.
went to watch harry potter and the goblet of fire today.
cho chang aka katie leung is one hot mthrfckn biatch.
hmmm..
i suddenly have an excessive attraction to hot girls.
and let me state this loud in clear*takes out loudhaler*
ATTRACTION IS NOT = TO LESBIAN.
excuse my language,im all angsty and shit.
*starts acting like avril lavinge and gives u all THEFINGER*
some people would know why.
anyways the show was somehwhat of a disappointment.
they cut out a shit load of parts from the book.
sad :(
i really wanted the see the part where viktor krum goes around calling hermoine:
HER-MI-O-NINY.
Haahaa.
*james bond voice:*
"HELLO HER-MI-O-NINY,I AM KRUM,VIKTOR KRUM."
oh well..krum wasnt that bad looking.everybody was like cedric is hot,cedric is hot.
shut up already lah.
he's isnt THAT hot.well to me.i liked krum better.
because i have a thing for 3/4 bald guys.
weird,but true.
oh yes..
I TOTALLY LOVE MADAMME MAXIME.
She should actually be called MR MAXIME.
She has bad teeth and scary makeup.And i thought hagrid was HUGE.
im weird.
ok i dont have much to say,
just wanna give shoutouts to a couple to people before i end this lame pathetic blog of mine..

to ryan:thank you for being there when i felt shitty and useless.you cheered me up.i cant wait to go see topless dancing women.I WANT A LAP DANCE!
to zoe:my new blog fan!*waves*thanks too for cheering me up and listening to some of my gay problems.we share our troubles.boys are dorks thats why i love you.aiya im being physco.
and lastly
to norman my froggy:thanks too for offering me your LEFT SHOULDER.remember,APES LOVE FROGS.Hahaha.Rock on.

the following picture may be disturbing:VIEWER DISCRETION IS ADVISED.

Chicken little so happens to be my boss.
Dont play play ah.You dare?

LOVE,
genEROTICA

2005-11-15T03:19:00.000-08:00

i tried to be perfect but nothing was worth it,
i dont belive it makes me real.

be prepared for a super long blog featuring my weekly ranting about,well nothing.
*SHOWS TEETH*

warning: unless you are interested in reading long blogs with nothing but corny jokes ; weird humour and millions of words,do not read after this line.

* *

Firstly,i do not,i repeat,do not like my freaking classparent.The stupid biased -likes only the polite,does homework,always on time- students.She can kiss my candy smelling ass."Hello parent of ME,im calling you to complain about your child's behaviour.Apparently,I have so much free time that i'd rather talk to you then watch a frog bang a spider."Honestly,i think watching the frog bang a spider would be much more fun than talking to my dad.He's a bloody monster for crying out loud.God damn.

OH YES,I was 3/4ers deaf about an hour after i got home.You should know what i mean.The man was a loudhaler.BOOMBOOMBOOM*
Praise the lord,my hearing's back to normal now.I can hear huilin in class again!Hallelujah.*

Lets move on children..I have just watched the exorcism of emily rose.*starts making the hissing like sound somewhat similar to what she does*In fact,i just watched it today.You can EXORCISE MY ASS.Holy shit what are these american directors directing these days.ASIAN HORROR HAS CONQUERED YOUR WHITE CHICK HORROR FLICK ASSES.Thats an oblivious statement.Okay maybe im exagerrating..the movie did have a story line but it was more interesting than scary.The erin bruner lawyer chick..HOT.Going against your boss with the risk of losing your big ass job as a lawyer..COOL.Lets see if i get a fever tonight after typing all the bad shit.HEEHEEHEE.

*

Lastly,I have noticed these past few days that i am a person with a very sick sense of humour/behaviour.Noodles coming outta your nose(only if youre jeremy),violent sex(again only for jeremy),pinching of boys nipples(for jeremy again) whips and sex chairs(aiya EVERYTHING IS FOR JEREMY LA)and fantasising about annabel chong(only hardcore singaporean porn star.251 men?HOLY FUCK.) during food and nutrition class?Now thats weird.But hey!Hmmm,i aint no sex maniac.NAHHH.I just enjoy talking about it.I still remember the talk in school where that man said SEX IS GOOD.See..Nothing wrong what.Its the school's fault."Walau why u all like that one..think one way only..talk about sex also disgusted. "Quote me.

LOVE,
GENEROTICA(;

2005-10-22T00:19:00.000-07:00

All that shit about me,being with him.
Can't believe,all the lies that you told,
Just to ease your own soul.

you know what,fuck you.
honestly.you can go on and continue to be a bitch.i dont give two shits bout you.
you should know who you are.

i have a twin.
his name is ryan.
he's my twinnie.
and
i love my twinnie(:

hahah.got my end year results back.im a goner.my dad's sooo gonna kill me when he sees my classparent next thurs.i merely passed my overall.thank god i at least got promoted to the next grade.but damn it.its never good enough for him.whatever i do is never good enough for him.sigh.

anybody up for the only non alchaholic party at cheeky monkeys this coming 13th october?hahaha.plus it'll be in the afternoon.it'll be kinda weird.ive never been to cheekys in the daylight and without alchahol.but oh wells.there'll be dancing.so yeah(:
HOLLER AT ME IF ANYONE WANTS TO GO.Anybody who wants to go clubbing elsewhere is also welcomed.

im gonna go back to my lazy saturday now.its filled with my boyfriends. ben and jerry,gum and mars the sexy bar.gotta get ready for fashion fiesta in an hour.i bet its gonna be awesome.au revoir~

love,
x.gene

2005-10-14T05:53:00.000-07:00

im sick,ive lost my iPod and everyone's at sentosa having fun while im stuck at home.i think i have dengue.could this week get any worse?

2005-10-10T02:13:00.000-07:00

GOD DAMN SHE'S SO FCKN HOT.

2005-10-08T01:23:00.000-07:00

runaway with my love.

doddledeedums.pardon my excesive retardness today.its partially due to the lack of sleep.belive of or not,THY PIG(me) has only had 3 hours of sleep.maybe you could blame the unstopable urges to watch pirated DVDs lastnight.harrypotter and deuce bigalow;european gigalo till 4am n the morning.and now,i cant belive that im actually using the computer when i swore not to and actually start my revision.im sucha computerwhore.damn it.finals start on monday.i am soo not looking forward to it.well actually more of like i havent prepared for it.ugh.all this 'stress' is killing me *pulls hair*. darn.ok well i guess i'd better make this entry short and go do something ~~useful~~.right.like i ever do anything useful.and suddenly i feel so hopeless.oh well.nothing new.heehee(;

ps: has anyone tasted chocolate rice pudding?damn that stuff's fckn good.
*SLURPS*

2005-10-01T07:52:00.000-07:00

we belong together like peanut butter and jelly.

IM ADDICTED TO ANYTHING TENNIS.
andy roddick and maria sharapova just scream hot all over.
but serena williams and kim clijsters?
they scream MAN all over.
teehee.

mucho love,
gene.

2005-09-24T06:05:00.000-07:00

what you gon` do with all that junk,all that junk inside that trunk?
ima get get get you drunk,get you love drunk off myhump.

boooooya.
i know i havent like updated in a longass time.but my internet connection got cut off cuz my dad claimed that i dont use the computer for educational purposes.bullshit.what educational purposes.haha.oh well,now that its back,i guess im gonna update pretty often like before.

a whole lotta stuff has happened these past few months.stuff which i wish had never happened and stuff im glad happened.
i've 'lost' my bestie.maybe i havent lost her yet but it certainly feels that way.i really dont know what had happened between us.why cant we just go back to how it was before?isnt it all just a missunderstanding?sad :(

ryan cheng rawks my undies inside out.haha.i've found. a person who watches the OC,one tree hill,hates chinese and has weird erotic thoughts like me.now baby thats hot.
ryan my ~~pussy~~cat.MAHA.

a shoutout to JC aka the nut-thank you for making me laugh the way nobody has,thank you for giving me advice and being there for me.i guess(;

well i guess thats it for this entry then.i soo need to start my EOY revision like rightnow.but i just cant seem to.each time i touch my books,they just repel and fly 100m bouncing off the walls.yeah right,who am i kidding.hee.

mucho love-o,
gene(:

2005-09-20T04:54:00.000-07:00

IM BACK!

2005-06-05T01:43:00.000-07:00

blink 182-i miss you.
.
.
.
Hello there,The angel from my nightmare.
*sigh*
You dont actually realise how much you mean to me.
I only wish you'd understand.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY GODFREY.
if you ever read this,sorry i didnt say anything much to you yesterday,i just wasnt in the mood.

In fact,im still not in the mood to do anything,
so..
Screw this.
oh! and ;
I HATE WORKING.

2005-05-27T06:50:00.000-07:00

bobby valentino-slow down.

.
.
.

IM SCREWED UP.
Got my mid term results back.Passed my overall by a mere 3.5marks.SIGH.Dad met THE TEACHER.God damn,the woman said all kind`sa wrong stuff.Got blasted the shits out in the car.And now im grounded,broadband access terminated and i gots to STUDY my ass off plus go to work and maybe quit basketball.WHAT THE FUCK!I swear to god i could have like bitched at my dad till i got kicked outta the house or smth so i just kept my mouth ~~shut~~.You know how much that killed me?I sooo wanted to errupt.ARGH.

The possibility of not seeing HIM for one solid month..
IS KILLING ME EVEN MORE.
:(

Life is just so pathetic and worthless sometimes.
Im gonna go be gay and draw on my walls now.
I aint got nuts to do.

2005-05-20T01:58:00.000-07:00

coldplay-speed of sound.
.
.
.
Didnt go to school today.I have a swollen ankle.And when i say swollen,think the size of an elephant's foot.Yes,FAT FEET.Haha.I cant even walk around like a normal human being,its like im a penguin or something,left right left right.But oh well,its worth it.Pheonix girls team1 came in 3rd so yeah its ok after all (: oh well,changed my layout again.Not that i like faeries or anything but i think the "GOT FAIRY?" line is totally awesome and its kinda artsy fartsy in some kinda way.Dont you think?

Mucho Love-O.

2005-05-15T01:59:00.000-07:00

The bubu and tutu conversation of the week.
(Tresha and Me)

HAHA!
I LOVE MESSENGER WRITE FUNCTION.

2005-05-13T06:42:00.000-07:00

I only think of you
And it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together
But I'm falling apart.

im going to philly for the summer.!sumner jobs can kiss my ass.GAHHH!im sooo excited.i think imma pee in my pants like now.i havent seen my whole family in like what?8 years.~~GOD.~~*where have i been?*and we're like having a fiesta so yeah.MAHA!I get to skip a week of school in july.ok whatever this entry is so gay but oh well.YAH WHATEVER.
*runs to loo.*
;)

LOVE.

2005-05-03T05:09:00.000-07:00

.
.
.
Dumdeedum.
-CURRENTLY PROCRASTINATING.(What i do best.)
I am under a whole lot of stress right now.
My food and nutrition project work is due tomorrow and im cramming every thing i know into my folder.
I blame myself for not doing this during the long weekend;
(which i spent hanging out with a bunch of spazzies,hehe.)
Im so pathetic,i dont even know what the hell im supposed to do now.
What.The.Fuck.
ARGH.
All this stress has made me hungry.
Im gonna go feed myself now and hopefully get started on my god damned work.

LOVELOVE.

2005-04-29T04:55:00.000-07:00

I've lost my cellphone.
one word
.

.

.

FUCK.
and an even bigger FUCK to the guy who stole it and ran away.
and to make things worse,
my dad is being a bitch.

will someone save me please?
bring me out of this misery,
please?

i need you,
god.
you're the only one who can save my soul tonight.

2005-04-19T05:21:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME.!

Thank you to everyone who made my day special.
Those who wished me,those who gave pressies and
..esp everybody who sang aloud in the canteen.

i love you all,
x.g.

2005-04-17T02:08:00.000-07:00

.
.
.
Has anyone noticed tv ever being this good?Damn.
sOOrry bums for not updating.i have been very lazy.i need to move my butt and start studying for my mids,i need to get a B average(can u belive it?!) to go to aussie for the summer.so shcuzo muczho.its homework time.now everybody in the house lemme hear ya say YEAH!

ai,
x.poopee.

PS:its my birthday on the 19th*hint hint,wink wink*
(:

2005-03-25T22:27:00.000-08:00

Currently playing:
Rebirth.
Jennifer Lopez Feat Fabolous.
-Get right.

.
.
.
La dee dum.Its been a while,i know.So whats been happening in my oh so great life?SHIT.I haven't been anywhere the past few weeks,I come home everyday after school dead tired and i still gotta put up with my dad blasting about how i dont study enough blah blah blah.Ok maybe im exaggerating a bit too much,i did have at least some fun these past few days.*schruck* So yeah,Arthur weiner was telling me about the rugby 7s up in Hong Kong the other day and i must say im so fugging pissed i wasnt part of it.Not like singapore doesn't have the 7s and all but let me point out one major difference between the sg crowd and the hk crowd during the 7s-the HK crowd are far more ENTHUSIASTIC and CREATIVE-when it comes to dressing up.-Example,wear a fake afro,large retro shades with bell bottom pants to the 7s in hk and u'll be called cool.Wear that to the sg 7s and u'd probably get laughed at by all the chinky's.*urgh*.

see that?MAJOR CREATIVITY.Hahaha.Why yes,thats Tom Hole and Arthur Weiner.Hot stuff Hot stuff.Ah how i miss hongkong so much.Oh well enough about the whole hongkong shiczo.Hmmm im thinking what if i turn up for the 7s as a smurf.I know,totally random.Hah.Ok well,Its easter tomorrow.!I need to find my bunny ears asap.I have chocolate eggs to give out.*Burp*That is if i dont finish them myself.-evil grin-I think i shall go occupy myself now by painting eggs. ;)

Later,
luv x.x.x

2005-03-11T04:49:00.000-08:00

Music-Candy shop[50 cent feat olivia.]
Mood-Confused,Moody?

.

.

.

*HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIOBHAN SPENCE EDWARDS. *
Im sorry if i've been moody towards anyone lately.I dont know what has gotten into me.
S t r e s s .
i guess.*sigh*
Someone said something that touched me in an instant today.I never knew someone like him would have so much thought for something.I dont think i will ever look at him the same way again from today onwards.
(:
Term hols officially start today.But it sure as hell doesnt seem like it.I have to report to school on monday for some TB checkup[which i most probably am gonna pee in my pants.]I hate needles.Wednesday for a friendly match at jun yuan secondary[wherever on earth that is.]
Thursday for my TB checkup results and Friday for another friendly on our homegrounds.
And they call it holidays.*grrrr.*
Oh well,you guys have a good one anyways.*Disappears from the computer.*

.xoxoxo.
-later.

2005-03-06T00:59:00.000-08:00

You are Lauren!

Which Laguna Beach Cast Member are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

*MY LATEST ADDICTIONS.*
-LAGUNA BEACH
and,
-THE YUMMYLICIOUS STEPHEN.

2005-03-05T00:32:00.000-08:00

music-Let me go[3 Doors Down.]
mood-lazy.

*
you love me but you dont kno who i am,
im torn between this life i lead,
and where i stand.
you love me but you dont kno who i am,
so let me go,
just let me go.
*

the past few weeks has been full of ups and downs.
there were a million of things and a few people who annoyed the fcuk outta me.
and,
there were certain people who made me smile.
therefore,
i would like to thank these certain people.
you should know who you are.
Thank you ((:
also,
i have been spending money like hell since the begining of 2005.
mostly splurging on crap.
...
term hols are almost here.
i have a less than a week to go.
i so badly need a break from everything at school.
its killing me.
oh well,
im gonna go back to pigging out.
its a saturday and im home alone.
how wonderful.

later.
x.x.x

2005-02-20T03:16:00.000-08:00

Music-Candy shop.[50 cent feat olivia.]
Mood-Annoyed.

Like the new layout?
Nahaha.
I edited every damn thing from the original skin.
myself.
Ok so ive been really moody these past
2 days.
And i think i know why.
PMS is getting to me.
So if i scream or give attitude to anybody tomorrow,
im totally sorry.
actually,im not.
Nahahaha.

PS: Check this out.
http://flashrock.com/music/uploads/attachments/1108079843.mp3
MY SPANKYGOR IS THE SHIT.
yeah,all the songs there are by him.

later.

2005-02-18T05:02:00.000-08:00

SIGH.

2005-02-10T01:31:00.000-08:00

Music-Over[Lindsay lohan.]
Currently Watching-Shall we dance[Richard gere,Jennifer lopez and Susan sarandon.]
Mood-Relaxed.

I have a new baby.
and his name is,
Mr.Nokia 7260.
*Nahahaha.
My ninang[godma.] bought it for me.
in fact she bought me quite a few stuff.
a billabong tee and these gorgeous earings all from hongkong.
there still more but i cant remember.
*lol.
Therefore,this week has been very very good.
and i dont think anything can ruin it.
Especially with valentines coming up.
*heheh.
the surprsing thing is ive been picturing my valentines
with this someone else,not seb.
*uh oh.
oh well,
imma go bathe now.
i wanna watch mulan later.
*NAHA.

later,
xoxoxo.

Ps,i kno its the last day and all but
HAPPY CHINKY NEW YEAR ANYWAYS!

2005-02-05T06:29:00.000-08:00

music-Truth is[Fantasia barrino.]
mood-calm.

new layout.
i like!
refresh page for new song.
or go to ARCHIVES
to select from the drop dow playlist.
tho sometimes it may not work.
so i suggest you just refresh yeah?
ok well.
thats about it.
this week has gone by pretty fast.
and i bet next week will too.
((:

-leaves the computer and turns on the tv.-

mwah!
later.

2005-02-01T20:33:00.000-08:00

Music-Soldier[destiny's child.]
mood-sick and confused.

*YOUR SENSE OF SELF WILL CHANGE UNEXPECTEDLY. *
..So true.

sometimes these fortune telling shit.
..Tell some sorta the truth.

oh well im sick.
..again.

this only adds on the amount of misery ive been having.
..the past week.

damn.
..how hypocrite-y[i made this up.] can they be?
..thinking i dont kno anything.

argh.!

and since im listening to my best friend's favourite song.
..soldier.

this part goes out to her.

..if u dont find me in da block.
i aint tryin ta hide.
..i blend with da hood
im camouflage.

lol.
..love ya shimma.

ok then imma go slurpppp on my.
..soup.

later.

2005-01-28T03:33:00.000-08:00

i think i said that line way to fast.
..this week sucked.

i never knew that the people i trusted so much.
..would turn around and backstab me.

i dont kno what to say.
..im expression-less.

what more is there to say.
..oh,just that it hurts.

i wish i had never found out,
then maybe it wouldnt hurt this much.

2005-01-27T04:24:00.000-08:00

music-Get right.[Jennifer Lopez.]
mood-hyped up and chirpy.

I SERIOUSLY DIG SCHOOL.
..2005 has been really good to me so far.

Daddy's gone overseas.
..im home alone.

Is that good or bad?
..heheh.

Mrs tan scratched tresha's phone.
..i feel sooo bad.

I can cry.
..*sob.

This week has been amazingly good.
..ive been laughing like i been on drugs.

since when didnt i laugh like i wasnt on drugs.
..was that sentence right?

*ponders.*

i have made a movie.!
..and the star is none other than dear mr.godfrey.

anybody wanna watch it.
..leave me a message somewhere aight?

*hehehe.

so yeah,thats about it.
..i have to go shower now.

its 8.30pm.
..and i jes got back from school!

see how much i.
..HEART SCHOOL <3<3<3

ps.raymond rocks!
..see tresh im not scared anymore!

*Hahaha.

ONE MONTH BABY.
I.LOVE.YOU SEB*

xoxoxox.

2005-01-23T03:51:00.000-08:00

my gorgeous new wallet!!

*24/01/05*
KENNY'S iPOD IS IN MY HANDS!
...hehehe!

2005-01-22T05:11:00.000-08:00

music-dont worry[chingy feat janet jackson.]
mood-happy,too happy.

i am a basket case.
...falalalala.

i am finally updating my blogger.
..i miss my xanga.

http://xanga.com/misz_gin3

go see.
..but there are no posts.

so.
..useless.
*lol

went to town today.
..with raymond,tresha,jiayi,kahkian and godfrey.

had a PINCHING,BOXING good time.
..u should kno by the emphasis of the words what had happened.

my arms are abit sore.
*massages myself.*

bought me a wallet.
..the new billabong come on down version.

*squeeels.*
..its goreous.

i have no money left.
..again.
..but i dont care.

daddy's going overseas on wednesday.
..i expect the naughty girl side to arise.

oooooh weeeeee.
..ps.[i love school!]

hahahahaha.
..im a nut,yes i kno.

later bitches,
..xoxoxox

2005-01-13T01:40:00.000-08:00

I HATE PEOPLE WHO HAVE ATTIDUE PROBLEMS.
..THATS JUST TOO FUCKED UP.

2005-01-07T06:16:00.000-08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!*drops down laughing ass off.*

2005-01-01T22:01:00.000-08:00

music-if i were your girlfriend[nicole wray.]
mood-expresionless.

well i jes got up.
..its around 11.

today is my final day of freedom.
..*GGGAAAHH!

its back to torture.
..tomorrow.

went to alex's new years party last night.
..i got there at 9 and came home about 3.30.

and i wasnt one bit tired.
..i was still hyped up from all that dancing.

there was this one man i danced with.
..i swear my tummy hurt so much.

basically coz he was so flexi i had to compete.
..and coz he was soooo funny.

he had like one of his front teeth missing.
..*laughs like a retard*

its a you had to be there kinda thing.
..there was also this guy who reminded me so much of t-dawg.

*starts remeniscing.*
..sigh.

ans so my new years resolution is.
..to spend less and eat less.

*heheh.

oh well.
..2004 was truly a year to remember.

and i hope 2005 will be even more memorable.
..i love you seb.

xoxox.

2004-12-31T02:53:00.001-08:00

music-n they say[nelly.]
mood-cold.?

HAPPY NEW YEARS.
..i welcome 2005 with open arms.

2004 has been such an amazing year.
..i hope the memories will last with me forever.

school is oficially opening 3days.
..from now.

oh god.
..i can smell the torture already.

and i havent even done my holiday homework yet.
..who cares.

*not me.*

MY HEART GOES OUT TO ALL FAMILIES THAT HAVE BEEN HIT BY THE TSUNAMI.
..may god bless you.

happy new year again!.

xoxoxo

2004-12-30T03:32:00.000-08:00

music-let me love you.[mario.]
mood-happy. ((:

Thirteen random things you like
01) shopping.
02) music.
03) pharrell williams. ;)
04) my friends.
05) bags.
06)earings.
07) clothes.
08) shoes/flops.
09) roxy.
10) lipgloss.
11) dance.
12) hip-hop.
13) money.!

Twelve Movies you liked.
01) a walk to remember.
02) drumline.
03) save the last dance.
04) love dont cost a thing.
05) eurotrip.
06) 10 things i hate about you.
07) she's all that.
08) troy.
09) mean girls.
10) honey.
11) bridget jone's diary.
12) while you were sleeping.

Eleven Good Artists/Bands
01) Mario.
02) Pug jelly.
03) Usher.
04) alicia keys.
05) gwen stefani.
06) nelly.
07) ashlee simpson.
08) destiny's child.
09) ashanti.
10) blink 182.
11) Black eyes peas.

Ten Things About You Physically
01) i consider myself super tanned.
02) tall.?
03)fattt.
04) big eyed.
05) freaky hair-ed.
06)fat.
07) i long have eyelashes?WUHAH.
08) big hands.
9) big feet.
10) im fat. haha.

Nine Good Friends [in no order].
01) tresha my boogie.!
02) shimma aguilera.
03) jaiyi.
04) gayathiri linda.
05) zoe.
06) michelle.
07) nicki.
08) tom.
09) arthur.

Eight Favorite Foods *starts drooling
01)spaghetti.
02)pizaaa.
03)grilled chicken.
04)escabeche.
05) grilled brazilian chicken thighs.
06)fish and chips.
07)sushi.
08)junk food.

Seven Things You Wear Daily
01) my uniform.
02)earrings.
03)hair tie.
04)mascara.
05)eyeliner.
06)lingerie.
07)clothes/shoes.

Six Things That Annoy You
01) gangsters.singapore style[bengs,lians all those shit.]
02)wannabes.
03)fakers.
04)popularity obsessed kids.
05)irritating specimens.
06)my dad[at times.] hehe.

Two Things You Can't Live Without
01) food and water.
02)my loved ones.

The Two Things You Want More Than Anything.
01)my dreams to be fulfilled.
02)to live a happy and sucessfull life.

2004-12-24T19:27:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS BITCHES.!!
..hope you all will have a good one.

lovelove.
..xoxoxo

2004-12-23T02:51:00.000-08:00

music-La La[ashlee simpson.]
mood-broke. :p

well.
..IVE DONE CHRISTMAS SHOPPING.!

finally.
..*starts singing.*

tis the season to be jolly.
..falala lalala lala.

and now im totally broke.
..ive got a measly 2 dollar note in my wallet right now.

how pathetic.
..i know.!

bought stuffs for.
..my dad,godma,tresha,zoe,jiayi,shimsy.

not forgetting.
..MYSLEF.!

the funny part was that.
..i got my own gift wrapped.

*how dumb.
..but im dumb.

so yah.
..*teehee.

im having minor heartaches.
..now and then.

i bought this HUGE.
..i mean HUGE.

forever 21 diamate earings.
..i kinda regret it abit.

but its all good now.
..they're good for partying i guess.

*(:

ok so my dad's mad at me.
..and i totally wamt to go to zoe's party tmr and countdown.

so how am i gonna let him.
..let me go?

*TING!!*
..the all time wonders of.

FOOT MASSAGES.

;) ;)

2004-12-20T04:41:00.000-08:00

edit//

*

whoopieedoo.
..im at home right now.

yes.
..i didnt go out again.

something's wrong with me.

bullshiieett*.
..my dad's being a.

fag.

*pouts.*

boogie's coming home today.!
..at least i have something to be happy about.

music-like toy soldiers[eminem.]
mood-christmasy.

whats up.
..bitches.

finally updating.
..like the new layout?

im in the mood for christmas.!
..which is.

5 freaking days away.
..from now.

i havent done my christmas shopping too.
..which is seriously pathetic.

*uuugggghhh.

i love my shimsy.
..*tee-hee.

beehuuruumee.
..i miss my boogie.

i wonder where on earth is she now.
..she's supposed to be back today.

oh well.
..i need to plan out my shopping for tomorrow.

which i will hopefully accomplish.
..without any sidetracking.

2004-12-15T18:54:00.000-08:00

I NEED TO GETAWAY.
..IM TOO FREAKING STRESSED OUT.

MY DAD IS KILLING ME.
..URRRGGGHHHH!

music-wonderful[ja rule feat r.kelly and ashanti.]
mood-exhausted/sleeeeepy.
*

*

im sick and tired.
..of updating.

what the point of freaking online blogs.
..if nobody actually reads them.

whatever.

*drops head on the table and falls asleep.*

..sorry.
:p.

ok lets see.
..whats been happening in my oh so exciting.

damned life.

nothing new.
..just the usual.

STRESS.

i havent started my christmas shopping.
..im a lazyy pig.

i admit.
..oh well.

i dont wanna type anymo.
..update when i feel like it.

changed song again to.
..oye mi canto.

gem star is a sexy beast.

Happy Birthday To Newton.
..like he reads this.

ahhhhhh.

*runs to bed and dozes off like a slug.*

2004-12-13T05:37:00.000-08:00

music-Only U[Ashanti.]
mood-sick.

im sick.
..again.

lets see.
..i've got a cold which is killing me,stomache pains.

and.
..my left arm is totally retarded.

one vein is blueback.
..and its popping up terribly out my skin.

Gross Factor Rating-
..7.

it hurt like.
..ass.

oh whatever.
..ima go watch more tv.

i might be going to dick lee's concert.
..after all.

i found two people.
..who actually think he is cute.

the way i do.
..tee hee.

*GRINS*
..one of them is shimma.

so.
..whooopsieedooo

we even got matching outfits.
..for that day.

*lols.

oh wells.
..imma go watch tv now.

seriously.
..my disgusting vein is killing the shit outta me.

2004-12-11T01:39:00.000-08:00

music-always.[Blink 182.]
mood-nostalgic.

December 10th 2004*

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TO MY PIMP TWINS.
.. THOMAS AND ARTHUR BRAY.

love and miss you niggahs so f-ing much.

xoxoxo.
..smoshy butt. ;)

2004-12-11T00:59:00.000-08:00

ily*

2004-12-11T00:53:00.000-08:00

holla atcha boy.

2004-12-10T03:44:00.000-08:00

music-u make me wanna[jadakiss feat mariah carey.]*the song playing now.
mood-happy.

hahaha.
..im so retarded.

JD couldnt make it again.
..no surprises there.

went to town.
..MYSELF.

what a major accomplishment.
..*tee heee.

walked around takashimaya.
..window shopping.

you know why.
.. i left my money on the dining table.

*im so pathetic.

and i only realised it.
..when i was in the cab.

so.
..i only spent money on fries and an ice milo.

*phsheeeesh.

there are soo many clothes i wanna buy at forever 21.
...damn.*

oh well.
..im so proud of me.

i 'shopped' alone.
..for the very first time.

ah its hiphopfest 04' tomorrow.
..i guess im going.

(:

2004-12-07T18:27:00.000-08:00

music-beautiful soul[jesse mcCartney.]
mood-tired.

jesse mcCartney is a gorgeous bitch.
...ahhhhhhh!
*
*
*
i woke up real early,
it was six in the morning,
ur name written all over me,
ur sweet lil voice calling,

i looked in the mirror n saw ur face,
it was really gorgeous,
but there was no trace,

i left home early,
juz to go for a jog,
the sky was gloomy,
it was filled wif fog

u brought out the sun
u brightened up my day,
u even brought the cool wind,
juz to make the trees dance n sway

i saw ur name,
it was formed by the clouds,
i shouted out ur name,
boy was it really loud

i jogged home,
and only had u in my mind,
everyday was special,
u always made it sweet n fine

i was thinkin of writing a poem,
no words juz came to mind,
not thinking of u juz one second,
juz made those sweet words hard to find

i remember when ur cold,
u would always use a double blanky,
i remember the first time i met u ,
u waved at me using a pink hanky

we had special times,
and romantic ones at the shore,
those are moments i would cherish
those are moments i would want more

ur the sweetest gal,
that life can ever bring,
if u marry me some day,
i promise u a tiffanys diamond ring ! haha :P

awwwwww.
thanks shauny. (: (: (:

2004-12-06T19:08:00.000-08:00

my cute lil pufferfish jiayi and my dog.look at the tongue.ahhhhh.heheh

2004-12-06T19:05:00.000-08:00

this was after the "im already fat, i dont need to feel fatter." saying.she laughed till juice came out of.ahem*

2004-12-06T19:03:00.000-08:00

its not all that great but yah.haha we wer so full.

2004-12-06T19:02:00.000-08:00

ms sexy butt.on a 15 yr old excersie bike.hahaha.jiayi's butt is sooo cute.lol

2004-12-06T19:00:00.000-08:00

old man's weiners.haahaha boogie's creation. microwave wonders!

2004-12-06T18:59:00.000-08:00

boogie sheilding herself from hot oil and jy in the back shooing my dog off.lol

2004-12-06T18:57:00.000-08:00

my super dog!all thanks to my daddy.

2004-12-06T18:39:00.000-08:00

music-beautiful soul[jesse mcCartney.]
mood-im feeling cold.*brrrr.

cook out was awesome.
..my girlfriends came over.

it was totally hilarious.
..we did loads of stupid thing.

which i bet will take forever.
..if i explain em here.

JD is not a bitch.
..but i will still call him one.

for the many other reasons.
... :p

he bought me my iPod.
..and got me a new phone.

it sounds hard to belive.
..but im hoping.

*heheh.

ok well i'll post pics up.
..im lazy to update.

oh and ima change my layout now.
..christmas mood ah.

lovelove.

2004-12-04T05:09:00.000-08:00

edit*

i take back what i said about fam jie deng.
..i was just mad that day.

PMS was a huge factor also.

..A MILLION SORRY'S JIEDENG.

music-Hush[LL Cool J.]
mood-both mad and happy.[?]

we finally bought.
..BONZI.

yup!thats the name of tresha's new hamster.
..all thanks to me.

tee-hee*

the owner is a boogie and the hamster.
..a BONZI.

lol.

well.
..its my extremely late birthday present for her.

bonzi is too cute laaa.
..i feel like hugging it till it dies.

*bad me bad me.*

saw jamie yeo at the petshop.
..we were at holland village.

scenario:
*in the front door of the petshop*
tresha:"how do you spell colleague?"
me:"collegue?"
tresha:"wrong spelling lahhh!"
*jamie yeo walks in the petshop*
tresha:*looking at her phone still figuring out how to spell colleague.*
me:*jaws drop open*stares at tresha.
tresha:*glances at jamie and goes back to phone.2seconds later,looks at jamie and jaw drop like mine*
**jamie yeo walks out in her blue floral dress and bikini bra.**
tresha:"what the?!?"
me:"yah what the??!?!?!?!"
*jamie yeo is 5feet away*
tresha:"hello"-soberly.

both of us a sooo dumb.

..oh well.

my freaking old printer got cocked up.
..so my dad bought a new one.

and now this one.
..is also cocked up.

*fcuk.

gonna go watch miss world 2004 now.
..singapore can suck my nipples.

she's worse than a wart on a toad.
..where do they get these women anyway?!?

*ponders.

update soon.

ps[sorry maf i didnt turn up for your birhtday.
..im really really sorry.
have a good one.]

2004-12-02T06:09:00.000-08:00

edit.*

my tv set is freaking retarded.
..the sound dont work properly.

no tv.
=
madness.

music-boulevard of broken dreams[greenday.]
mood-mad.

taufik batisah.
..my singapore idol.!!

JD is.
..a bitch.

he made me,boogie and sebas.
..wait like maids on call.

and never turned the fcuk up.
..what a major asshole.

i mean if you couldnt do it in the 1st place.
..SAY SO.

dont go around telling everybody.
..serious bullshit.

GOD.!!!

2004-11-30T06:47:00.000-08:00

2004 christmas here i come.ima get this on thursday.well at least im hoping.(:

2004-11-30T06:25:00.000-08:00

music-tempted to touch[rupee.]
mood-totally excited ooh gaga.

my doggy loves meeee.
..totally.

she didnt eat.
..basically she didnt do anything.

all because i was away.
..at boogie's house.

thank god she's ok now.
..i wouldnt kno what to do w/o my baby.

*phsheeesh.

im like a teenager stuck ina 6yr old's body.

still having sleepovers.
..oh well.

I LOVE MY BOOGIE.
..THIS MUCH.

*points to the sky.*

2004-11-27T02:26:00.000-08:00

*melts* even more.

2004-11-27T02:24:00.000-08:00

baby phat.ahhhh.*melts*

2004-11-24T02:37:00.000-08:00

music-senorita[Jin Tha Mc.]
mood-happy.

i have finally done something worthy.[?]
..and what is that you may ask.?

i went out.
..and got a haircut.

it was unexpected.
..so yeah.

met boogie,cuteb and kerny at.
..10 in the freaking morning.

*jesus.

went to tanjong pagar to collect kerny's pay.
..then to beach road.
..to get some ncc stuff.

by the time that was all done.
..it was only 11.30am.

so we walked around,had lunch and.
..surprisingly did not spend on anything else.
..except for boogie.

*she cant keep money for long.
..she HAS TO spend.

followed boogs,cuteb and kerny to.
..toni and guy.

wasnt to cut my hair
...but zoe didnt come along today
...so i took her place in the end.

got my hair washed,cut and dried by.
...the most gorgeous hongkong-er ive seen in s'pore.

his name was TJ
...practically 3/4 of the time he made conversation with me.
..i didnt understand a word he was saying.

and what do you do when you dont understand a thing.
..you.

*smile.
..hahaha.

he's got the best hands ever i swear.
..when he shampoo-ed my hair.

ahhhhhh.

*pleasure.*

made to take a picture in the end.
..coz i was his first model.

*only the hair.*
hahaha.

damn you should smell our hair.
..its fruitilicous.

if only i could eat it.
..actually,i wouldnt want to.

oh wells.
..gotta complimentary cut for next month.

i'll post pics of our pre and post hairs tomorrow.
..its soo funny the way he styled it.

you have to see it to get what i mean.

2004-11-22T05:27:00.000-08:00

hongkong.i jes miss everything. :(

2004-11-22T05:20:00.000-08:00

i love this boy.so.so.so.so.fcuking much.(: hahaha.bumbum.

2004-11-22T02:49:00.000-08:00

music-only one[yellowcard.]
mood-nostalgic.

if you're happy and you know it.
...you're unusual.

*
i need some.
..motivation please.?

i have been doing completely nothing with my life
..for a week and 2days now.

*phsheeesh.

i need hongkong badly
..i need to get away.

i miss those cold nights where i would just.
...cuddle up with you.
i miss clubbing.
...without any ids.
i miss that time where we stole the hat.
..of ronald Mcdonald in ts.

i miss everything.
but.
..most of all.
.. i miss you.

*sigh*

oh well.
..im planning a cookout for.
..all my girlies.

anybody else interested.
..hollah at me.

alright.
..i have to go back to my.

OH SO EXCITING.
..life.

just doing.
..well,nothing.

*

2004-11-20T05:22:00.000-08:00

music-lose my breath[destiny's child.]
mood-moodless?

i have terrible butter fingers.
...ive broken the only 2 remaining.
..earphones i had.

shoot.
..anybody care to donate one to me.?

the thought of spending money at this time is.
..HORRIFYING!

..heheh.

gaaaah!
..i need a job.

BADLY.
...help?
..someone?

2004-11-19T01:23:00.000-08:00

why worry about later when you have later to worry?
...soo true.

like the new layout?

..did a wee bito editing here and there again.

pharrel williams is a sex god.

...and i have said that a million times.

I NEED MARCHE.
..badly.

bahh!its the cravings.

..damn its always about good food.
..isnt it?

i am officially a.
...skin whore.

*edit//9.05pm

post idol fury.

..what the bloody hell was that singapore?
..no offence to sly fans but.

...sylvester sim for singapore idol?

GOD YOU PEOPLE MUST BE KIDDING ME.

Olinda could sing for nuts.

DAMN.

thank god there's still.
...TAUFIK BATISAH.

*grrrrrrr*

2004-11-17T04:04:00.000-08:00

*//EDIT-18112004

AFTER TODAY,
I SERIOUSLY PITY MYSELF.
*some people will kno why :P*
then again,
it was some bloody funny shit.
hahahahaha.

bumpin to-Oye mi canto[nore feat tego and nina sky.]
mood-hyperrr.

*
PEACE CONCERT 2004
Venue-Singapore American School
Time-6pm
Best band to be featured[according to me]-PUG JELLY
Other Bands: Set For Glory, Futon, Parousia, Ronin, Carillon, Mistral(9.25pm), Rafe(9.50pm), Tickled Pink(10.30pm) and Nyneve(Peace Interlude Time to be decided)
Fee-$10
*no alchahol,all ages*

well,
i hope to see you guys there.
coz i'll be there.

so what has been happening these 3days so far,
NOTHING.
*
advise to all you bored people out there[like me.]
EAT PEARS!
-they're healthy
-nutritionous
-and best of all,FAT FREE.
WOHOOO.
3 cheers for pears!

oh god.
see what boredom has done to me?
*sticks middle finger out.*
ah i feel refreshed.
i havent done that ina while.
and it was totaly random.

ok ima go occupy myself
by talking to the wall.

Au re'voire.

2004-11-15T19:06:00.000-08:00

bumpin to-drop it like its hot.[snoop dogg feat pharrell williams.]
mood-half and half.

i havent had the chance to bump into him for almost a month now.
i never know where he is.
its devastating.
omg,
that was just sheer exaggeration.
hahahaha.

HOLIDAYS ARE FOR LOSERS.

I WANT SCHOOL BACK.

right.
let me rephrase.

i want school w/o the teaching back.

grrrrrrrrrrr.

2004-11-14T05:09:00.000-08:00

bumpin to-run to the sun[N.E.R.D]
mood-happy.

*
ive finally got in touch with reality.
i went towning.
hahaha.
first stop,
pacific plaza.
boogie never knew that place existed.
i wonder why the hell she's so dumb.
so we raided roxy.
we practically got turned on by every single thing.
no wait,
boogie was the one who got so high.
hahahaah.
so next stop,
perfume buying.
at bodyshop.
woooooo.
we spent like 1/2 an hr deciding wtf to buy.
sorry not me.
tresha aka boogie.
in the end we chosed the one i loved.
white musk.
so im happy.
(: (:
then we went to esprit.
oh actually it was esprit first then body shop.
now the both of us got so excited seeing the lipgloss.
sorry,me la.
i was so high.
then i kept letting boogie smell everything so
she got turned on too and bought the same one.
then we decided on MARCHE lunch.
ordered the same thing again.
brazil chicken thighs w/ black pepper sauce,
baked potato with bacon and sour cream,
and calamari.
one word-fantabulous.
*droools*
hahahaaha.
then there was this small indian kid who walked past,
i wanted to make faces and scare him but
he looked sooooo innocent.
so i kept quick.
and then he starts running across like a freak on steriods.
and bam!
boogie and i start laughing like shit.
i should have made faces at him.
wasted.
ok so its off to flash n splash.
we were like on a roxy roll.
raiding all roxy's orchardwide.
cept for paragon's and wisma's.
she spent all of her blanced money on this
gallaz shirt.
i was soooo mad.
coz i didnt think she had money for neoprints.
and i kept saying i want to shoot u i want to shoot u.
hahaha.
ok this is pretty long so i shall skip to the part on the sexy white ladies.
well we were walking back to wisma
-coz i fell in love with forever 21-
and there was this comic thing outside hello!
there were like all these white chicks in sexy outfits shaking their bonbons.
all the men both young and hold had a blast i guess.
hahaha even the bangla worker.
he got to touch the white chick while posing for a pic.
i bet he's never done that in his life.
lol.
so tomorrow im going back to orchard,
MAINLY bcoz boogie promised me to the
12second rock climbing thing.
im gonna be one of the cheerleaders.
hahahahaha!
so now u noe that boogie and i are actually like twins.
except she's white and im brown.
hahaha.
sorry that was corny.
oh wells.
this is sooooo long.

mwamwamwa.

2004-11-13T05:47:00.000-08:00

song-sugar sugar[frankie J]
mood-still uncertain. :(

*

im so stupid.
i had to ruin my own happiness.
jesus.
*smacks ownself.*
ok well,
im off to find chocolate.
at least i'll feel abit loved.
its..

CHOCO THERAPY TIME.

[tresha where are youuuu!!come back and make me laugh.
im so sad right now.moo needs you rayeb.grrrrrr.]

*

2004-11-12T06:20:00.000-08:00

song - I Feel So[boxcar racer.]
mood - uncertain.

I LOVE STARBUCKS COFFEEEE.

*sips in strawberry and creme frap*

my entries have been really short these few days.
maybe its coz

i havent been straight.

oh god.
i need sleeep.

lovelove.

2004-11-11T20:01:00.000-08:00

song - cold[crossfade]
mood - lazy and super sleepy.

new layout.

i did a hell lotta editing on this one.

the icons,spacing and shit.

*

holla atcha girl.

2004-11-10T01:00:00.000-08:00

song - camping songs?[songs learnt from camp.hahah]
mood - HAPPY.LOVED. =)

im back from camp.
i take back what i said about it last time.
i fcuking loved camp.
im sad its overr.
i had the time of my life.
i want moreeee.
oh wells.
the best part is,
i think im falling for "birdynest".
:) :) :)

shall update details when i stop thinking about
HIM.
*dreamily goes aaahhhh*
that is IFi can get stop thinking about him.
:P

shout out to boogie:HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY.
i loved your parapara dance moves today.
you'll always be my booooogie.
hahaha[that was lame.]
dots.

mwamwamwa.

2004-11-07T04:11:00.000-08:00

song - KARMA[ALICIA KEYS.]
mood - sniffly.

loves.
I LOVE ALICIA KEYS.
I LOVE CAMPS.NOT
I LOVE MY DIOR BRACELET.
I LOVE MY GLAM BELT.
AND LASTLY,
I LOVE YOU.

oh wells,
camp officially starts tomorrow.
i need to pack shit up.
but damn,i dont even kno what to pack.
im so gay.

heheh :P

be back in 3days time.
au'revoire.

2004-11-04T18:37:00.000-08:00

song - elevator[boxcar racer.]
mood - sick and lame.

I HAVE OFFICIALLY BROUGHT LAMENESS TO WHOLE NEW LEVEL.

and its some amazing shit.

ohwells,
went towning
with KERNY,cuteb and weng cheong.
bought this myself a
PINK
glam rock belt from adorn.
its gorgeous.
I LOVE IT.
ah well,
camp is in 2days time.
and i havent got slacks.
oh shoot.

shoutout to beetle bug.

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY BASTARD.
i love you.

mwamwamwa.

ps.[I LOVE TAUFIK SO FCUKING MUCH.]

2004-11-02T23:28:00.000-08:00

my photography skills of you.HAHAHAHAH and i love it.im cut out to be a photographer baby!